cerb's now page

last updated 1 week, 2 days

general:

simultaneously feeling like the thoughtful thinker and also more withdrawn than usual. i've had a lot of brain fog lately, yet i also feel more certain of myself than i ever had. yet again, i also feel more exposed to my anxiety these days. dissociation treatment is funny that way, i think. i'd like to play more video games again soon

gaming:

currently playing:

• Ocarina of Time. after playing TOTK, i had a funny urge to revisit some older zeldas
• plus some Kirby Air Riders still on the side
• Sekiro is on the backburner sadly because i don’t know how well i’m meshing with it atm

playing soon, in no particular order:

• Persona 3 Reload - love P3FES to death, so really excited to finally check this out and see how it shapes up
• Titanfall 2 - i've never been much of an FPS girlie but i discovered within the last couple years that i really love refined movement tech in games; a friend convinced me to try this as part of his secret scheme to get me into shooters.
• Lies of P - on a soulsborne tear ever since Elden Ring came out. did Bloodborne and loved it, Sekiro is on shaky ground for the time being sadly but i'm hoping to like LoP more!

see my #games tag for a past catalogue! i also have a gamer page for a condensed list of challenging runs and things i've done, or you can scroll my #hard_mode tag for more details of any challenges i've written on.

reading:

STILL not doing this as much as i want mostly because of ongoing therapy and life changes - but i have lots of stuff queued up in the way of tsimshian/NA pacific coast literature, world history, politics, and critical health. i'm mostly a non-fiction reader these days.

study & work:

still studying sm'algya̱x and doing art stuff like always! i recently taught my first language class with a focus on sm'algya̱x grammar, and as far as art goes i'm just chugging along running my sticker club, doing private work, and making some time in it all for personal art.